one thing

Its one thing i've learnt on NYE... is that about
Love... is unconditional... as the way it is.. not an idea or an expectation.. not some peer pressure or "its about time"... not about being ready or about achieving some goal.. its much more about compatibility or.. whatever your mind fixes u up with this idea of romance or even about others fiction we read/watch about them...

the old & the new

With the new year approaching us in 48hours; i must say that many of us have been busy preparing for the upcoming event...

some of us will be heading our for parties... from simple gathering with friends to elegant parties of lavish evening gowns and cocktails... from 3 course dinner to simple mamak hang out nites..

in my dreams...

Lately ive been dreaming alot of things... wish i knew what was really goin on underlying my subconscious mind.. cos everything seems fine on the surface; but its something else underneath....

to tell you the truth; i never actually pay attention to my dreams until i keep seeing the same dream... as ive seen the other for 2 consecutive nights... its funny where i dreamt of me doing the similar thing i was doing the night before!! like dejavu!!..

Hmm

I'm at kampung. It's a Saturday nite n got cuz wedding tomoro. Sigh sigh this is only Internet I have to deal with,...
Wish I knew how to solve this issue I've been thinking about ... Maybe it's just fate the way of is...

clicking in between

Hehe.... yes im at work... and its after lunch....
hmm lets see what else should i write here?... hmm i seriously lost of words now..
seems like my work is sooo bertimbun... and expectations...
shish...

a revelation

i'm back. im home sweet home.

O-M-G

Time is running out... its sooo sands of time noowwww...uh oh ...
i wish i got time.. i so wish i got more time...
arghhhh.... i so dowann leaveeee ....

y now ?? y now???? sob sobbbb

w-t h?

Ahhh... finally there comes a time when one has to clear its head.. when one makes decision that affect the others.. and when one realizes how much impact they have onto one another...

its simple really- but one has made it so complicated with just being plain human..
which is no longer that simple!!

whatever

As i laid down here on my couch.. day dreaming and chilling; i realise how blissfully happy i was with this time out which i finally has the chance to feel... feels good.. feels soo relaxed... yada yada yada...

my itenary of the day seems plain boring and simple. really. no heavy appointments. no 9-5 running arounds. no rushing here and there. and nothing else to think about besides relaxing. huhuuu how nice... hehe for the time being...

Serabut

Hello my head so de serabut n pening at this moment... So many things to do yet so little time !!! Arghhh so Pening

I guess maybe cos I'm starting to realize certain truth from certain perspective... Never too late to open our eyes. .. I suppose it's not always we get our judgment right,... Gotta make mistakes to be human rite?

i had a dream...

Im back in KL for now...
as i have expected; and anticipated...
after 1 year; KL must have changed.
well.. the city hasn't changed much... but most the people around it does...
well i cant say them all cos some may have changed;

summer breeze

Argh,,, summer has finally come to Perth again... once again....the weather has changed its tune...
no longer we sleep past the coldest nights; here comes the hottest air and summer breeze... the happy sunshine and the happy summer activities....

yup.. so summer is back.. but im still at the malas mode...
very the lazy... very the lazy...

Anywhere but here

Sigh I'm currently in d office.... I'm sooo bored n I sooo wish I cud go out for a walk.... Dahle my office is so near de shopping mall... Tsk tsk...
Hmmmm if only I cud just get out of here....

This is my blogging continuation of boredom... Sigh y is it today it's less task day?? I'm going out of my head now... Sooo wish I can do something productive. ...

Aeghhhhhhh

I so wana screammmmmm .... Sooo bored n sooooo sleeepyyyyy.....and im supposed to be doing work... sigh sigh.. dunooo how long i can stand this job..... waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa [wrote @ office 330pm.]

ANyway.. actually its already after office hours- but sajer.. i wana addup more in here since im gona talk more about office related topic...

Not so lazy day nemore

I soooo love weekends... Arghhh how I often wish there's 2 Saturdays n Sundays... N life wud b so perfect n sooo relaxing... Hehe

N so I'm blogging frm my fon while waiting fir sum1 to complete it's task.... Haha

Testing

Hi I'm testing blogging from my iPhone. Sigh. It's about time... Ok test 123

Yippie!!

Yay yay!! its raya!!!
im happy & grateful with the way things turned out to be..
ALhamdulillah that everything is all right.. i have my loved ones here with me and all is good.
Although at times i wished it was better; i suppose eid mubarak makes me realize

my fave new song

Been listening to Peter pan alot lately...
so here goes...

Mungkinkah, bilaku bertanya
Pada Bintang-bintang
Dan bila Kumula merasa
Bahasa kesunyian.....

peace

Its Ramadhan again... and to my disbelief im still here in perth... as i have been since last year..the good part is im employed this year; so i guess my time is filled with work and productive stuff to do... whole month...

How do i know?.. cos Love, is a feeling....

I got this from my email inbox today... thinking it would be nice to share these with u guys... those love-believers... hopeless ones... like me.. nyways.. here goes...

During one of our seminars, a woman asked a common question. She said, 'How do I know if I married the right person?'

bla bla bla

Hmm.. lets' see...
ive written most things about my life and im so darn bored of writing this whole chapter of mine. enough is enough. lets not get personal anymore. i think i deserve more than all those b.s -es.
im done with all those nonsense and im definitely ready to shout out loud that im moved on happily with my life.

closing the book

Today i had the biggest revelation since yesterdays.. finally ive admit that i have stayed in this nutshell for too long; and holding on for something i should have let go. and to be honest; when i looked at the time that passes me by; i just realize... months had pass me by...and i should learn to close the chapter of this book.

Lately

Lately i just have no words to pen. wonder why the writer's block getting to me for such a long time...

sigh. maybe the hecticness.. or maybe i just dont have time to think for myself lately...
too busy to figure whats on my head perhaps..

bluek

12 Myths about Cheating

Do men cheat more often than women? Should you confess if you've had an affair? Is cheating always about sex? Read on for the top 12 infidelity myths and the truth—or lack thereof!—behind them.
Myth #1: People cheat because they're unhappy at home.

buffday wishes

im stil am smiling ;-) happy buffday to me!!
cheers

its ok

I remember all those nights I used to stay at home
On the phone, all night long
You used to talk about the things we really wanna do
I believed in you

I remember how you used to say
Have no fear, be ok
When you told me anything you want is possible
We could have it all

till that day

"I'll be sitting right here, waiting & anticipating... until that day comes when you realize you really want to be with me for real; and you know just where to find me...."~

~romeo & juliet

life oh life

Sometimes when reality kicks in with us; we gotta open our eyes wide; and see the real picture.. the bigger picture underneath life.
Not all the time life's one happy ever after. Ask anyone among us; life's always one merry-go-round; ups & downs... happy & sad... laughter & tears...

choices vs fate

Do you know that life is made of series of choices?? are u well aware that each choice we make determines our next step in life? even the simplest choice to the amongst complicated ones can make a difference...?.. and how does fate comes into the picture??

April Fools' Day: Origin and History

The uncertain origins of a foolish day by David Johnson and Shmuel Ross

April Fools' Day, sometimes called All Fools' Day, is one of the most light hearted days of the year.

The deal with Daylight Savings

Say today is the official day the Daylight Savings has ended for Western Australia.. All those hours we lost to having a stretch day hours are now back in our hands... nyways lets recap what is the deal with this Daylight Savings anyway...

Lazy me

Its easter break... and i got 2 days off... sighhh.. im sooo lazy and soooo bumming out...probably im just restless... hehe...

Well my special project is sort of ending next week and then im back to my old free self..hehe..
in a way im kinda looking forward to it but somehow im gonna feel restless when the time comes... i suppose to much hecticness really keeps u sooo busy and yes time flies like sands of time!!..and when ur suddenly given all de time in de world; im sure u could go bonkers....
yup yup.. march is ending already!!

need someone like u

There ive said it out L.O.U.D. i need someone like u in my life. sigh.

Suratan Atau Kebetulan

Sesuatu yang tak disangka
Seringkali mendatangi kita
Itukah suratan dalam kehidupan
Atau hanya satu kebetulan

Black cats

The black cat is a felid whose fur is uniformly black.
It is not a particular breed of cat and may be mixed or of a specific breed. The all-black pigmentation is equally prevalent in both male and female cats. The black color is of obvious benefit to a cat hunting at night.

hmmmmm

The boundary between friendship and romantic love may be tested today as reality confronts your fantasies. Your desires must be set on the back burner if they aren't supported by the current circumstances. Instead of feeling sad about what you cannot have, accept the current distance as a character-building learning experience.

aha!

Do you know that you may not be a total 100% sun sign as they said you were?? For example if you're born on the 8 Jan- by right your sun sign would be a Capricorn. Do you know that you can also be influenced by other sun signs depending on which planets element aligned on the day and the exact time you're born?

"Try, Try, Try"

by Smashing Pumpkins
album: Machina/Machines of God

Pop tart
What's our mission
Do we know
But never listen
For too long
They held me under

psychic fair?

Yesterday i went to the...

Psychic Fair in Fremantle

...hehe can u believe it an exhibition full of my fave stuff?? imagine things like Chakra Auras, Angels , Tarot , Numerology, Palmistry, Clairvoyants ,Past Lives, Crystals and Gifts, Hands on Healing , Vitamin Sprays , Herbals and Wellness, Weight Management and more ..and there's even... massaging stuff..

Have you?

Its monday nite and its late. im all worn out from work but i find my heart is a lil bit chatty at this time....
cant help it; something got me thinking... someone got me pondering...

So i talked alot about heart-related issues.

already?

Being of service to others today can bring you contentment, even if your own needs remain unfulfilled. Someone's selfish attitude may upset you, making you resistant to doing anything nice for him or her. Nevertheless, overcoming your judgment and petty annoyance is a good idea because you will be happier with yourself if you take the high road.

How to know if u've been crush-ed on?

Whether you are ten or eighty years old and whether you are in a committed relationship or not, you are never safe from a healthy crush. Having a crush on somebody is just another way of saying that you like somebody a little more than the average Joe. Most people will admit to having crushes on a famous athlete or a gorgeous celebrity, but sometimes we start to have crushes on people who are around us every day. Aside from writing your name and your crush’s name encircled in a big heart over and over again, what are some ways to know that you are crushing on somebody?

always on my mind

its bedtime for me.
ur always on my mind..
jus wana say.. i still do... after all this time..

always be~
ms.drmy

The Art of Forgiveness

by Dr. Brenda Shoshanna
Recovering from any kind of betrayal is never easy. When it comes to forgiving her husband for his affair, iVillager J wonders: "Am I letting him get off too easy? Should I be making him suffer more? I'm very torn about where mercy and being a doormat differ." And she's certainly not alone. No matter what the issue once was, forgiveness is always a difficult -- but real -- part of relationships. And knowing where to start is often the hardest part.

A revelation

Sigh sigh... yesterday was all about revelation day.... in a way i can't believe finally truth emerges after so long anticipating em'.. seriously i was emotionally disturbed at one point; but after some time passes; i begin to see the real silver lining in disguise....

Hanya

by Melly Goeslow

hanya dengan sedikit malu
akhirnya aku harus akui
keberadaan cintamu
dalam hatiku yang kau renangi
rasa resah singgah
bila terjadi perang
emosi kau dan aku

weekend bliss?

Now playing: Anto Hoed & Melly - Hanya
via FoxyTunes
1. How late did you stay up last night and why?
3plus.kot.. came back from kena kidnap...haha altho so damnnn tired.....

2. What was the first thing you said when you got up?
need to go shopping today!!

Upcoming blog.....

Whoa.. feb 2008 is already here!! time flies huh?.... cant believe time is finally passing quick.. sigh sigh....

Yes im looking forward this month; my babysis is coming home... wohooooo!! no more lonely nites....hehe.... and ive got so much up my sleeve this month.. wink wink...

Anyways to recap my january 2008;..

me - wonderlust?

You could have an uncharacteristic bout with wanderlust today as you dream of faraway places. You have a good idea of what you want to do and you may feel unstoppable. Nevertheless, it's crucial to realize that you may not feel this way in a few days, so don't make plans that you cannot change, should you change your mind.

Especially 4 de men who wana keep their girls

When she walks away from you mad [ Follow her ]
When she stare at your mouth [ Kiss her ]
When she pushes you or hit's you [ Grab her and dont let go ]
When she starts cursing at you [ Kiss her and tell her you love her ]

10 things men dont know about women

Hehe.. i got this from Jennifer Love Hewitt from im-not-obsessed.com...

good one... hehe; thumbs up!!

1. PMS is not a lame excuse to be able to yell at you. It’s a great excuse.

Addicted??

Am jus wondering abt dis addiction thingy. Is there a way tht id b
least affected? Or has it contribute mre to my very own
dstructiveness? Oh my...

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recap 2007...

Memory Year in 2007...here's goodbye to 2007 as it comes to an end.........

1) Where did you begin 2007?
- at home.. i was mourning... my late grdpa jus passed away recently... very very sad.. cos it was unexpected for me & my family...