i had a dream...

Im back in KL for now...
as i have expected; and anticipated...
after 1 year; KL must have changed.
well.. the city hasn't changed much... but most the people around it does...
well i cant say them all cos some may have changed;
some maybe have thought they changed; some really did changed; some knew and walked slowly on the path of change; some still running away from change.. and few still remains unchanged... despite all these years hoping things would change for them..

and its one mystery for that in one year; i mean alot; plenty things did happened while i was gone....
small or big... serious matters or light issues... whether we knew it or not...
nevertheless! change did come for us after all! seriously!! they're inevitable...

let's just say because I've changed; i felt the change in me and in the way things had been at present; and so do the people around me, so do the way i perceived things ; the way things turned out to be and so the way i want things to be for myself....
and i've come to learn one important factor in one's lifetime; which as beings must do be if we want to live happily and grudges free at this lifetime...

just two simple words. easy yet powerful yet profound. yet it has effect to change one's course of action.
it may sound so little; but the meaning meant thousands definition.. and we ought to careful not interpret it wrongly....hey; im no kidding; if we just believe... it too can have full effect on us too...

so the two 2 words are....

Let go ; then Take chances

i know it may sound ridiculous and absurd .
especially to let it all go.
but what i meant here is to accept the imperfection of each course and have less higher expectations that gives too much on those experiences. i know each of us has different kinds of exposure. different types of thinking and feeling. and so many our very own interpretation....
but we are all bind into the similar emotions; and similar connection we have upon ourselves.

call me crazy. but to tell you the truth; just by applying these 2 words;
life would be less difficult; less demanding; less pressure; less ugly, more happy; more calmer; more relaxed... and more inner peace

let go does not necessarily means giving up. no. don't take it the wrong way.
it meant more on our energy aura that each of us carries in this world... which we all sometimes have no idea we were carrying them around with us all these times....

it meant to let the negativity energy flow out from us; surrendering to higher power and accept the way it has been and vowing to make it better.

let go never literally meant give up.
it really meant; pause; i accept life's imperfection.
pause; i accept my flaws; my imperfection; my past screw-ups and mistakes;
pause; i accept others imperfection ; others wrong and past error of judgment.
moving on and letting the fate guide and bring me to my real destiny without any prejudice on myself... without any prejudice on others.
And at the same time taking chances; striving for the best in me... taking on each good opportunities presented to me with good faith; grasping upon the brighter and better future; taking charge of oneself; taking life as challenge and not allowing chances passes me by....

amazingly if you believe enough... if you have faith in ourselves... that when one has let go;
most of the time... with god-will; miracle do happens... wishes do come true. we do get what we want and truly deserve.....yup believe it...

and i agree; to release such energy takes a lot of faith in oneself. never say they're easy cos nothing comes free or easy on this earth. i bet it takes a lot of courage and inner strength inside one's heart. its more like a self-healing process depending how bad or deep the cut is and how we want to treat the wound....
and the best part of having these 2 words...; its not visible to anyone else; as only we ourselves knew it; felt it and go through with it.

sometimes we get too busy analyzing life and other people; the way life is; the way things happened; how they come about; the chronicles of such past events; the leading story; reflecting and investigating historical data and facts; often we overlooked at analysing ourselves; which at most times (weirdly) the core of our issues; the root of our problems; the truth behind each action made and the truth behind our very own life events. Like they say; the world is just a mirror to us... and it depends on us ; how each individuals seeing the reflection of it.

So my say here is more about learning to let go. learning to accept the way present was made into.
learning to accept the past that we had; the screw-ups or the happy times. the laughter's and the tears. the success and the downfall; the setbacks and the calm moments. which is all learning to accept all the imperfections that comes with it. learning to accept our very own imperfection that made it happened. learning to accept the way fate puts us in life. learning to redha. learning to be patient. and learning to believe in oneselves.

and when we let go the past and the way present was.....the glimpse of the future resemblance will remain brighter. it gets more...hopeful.. as more unknowingly we get more in return.... more happiness and more inner peace are put forward in our lives.
less negativity... less limitation... less bondage..
and because of we get to be free of bad energy; honestly life is truly more less complicated... doesn't matter who we are, where or what we do. life just get more meaningful and worth having to live on...:)

cheers! xoxo