one thing

Its one thing i've learnt on NYE... is that about
Love... is unconditional... as the way it is.. not an idea or an expectation.. not some peer pressure or "its about time"... not about being ready or about achieving some goal.. its much more about compatibility or.. whatever your mind fixes u up with this idea of romance or even about others fiction we read/watch about them...


Love... is also about chemistry.... not only from lust or desire being with that person..not about "Can't sleep can't eat kinda thing'... not about being comfortable & easy cos you're so used being around them... not about having same similarities and same likes/dislikes... its way deeper than that. its conversations range from nothing to anything...
and even so; it is about good vibe between one person to the other... its about "clicking - just right".. its about being yourself and yet you still have chemistry.. its also about free of any judgment... free of limitations... such pure chemistry.. innocence...

Well towards the last hours of 2008 i realized I've had yet so much to learn about LOVE.
sometimes they say experiences make you wiser... some don't... and some shows the real meaning of true love... the real unconditional love we've born to know about..

The love we see from movies; tv's and books are all fiction tales. those are summed up in 2-3 hours.. can u imagine few years love relationship ups and down shortened version in those shows? its no wonder we keep chasing rainbows!! cos we ourselves keep cutting it short; risking permanent damage... on ourselves; our hearts...

I think love has been over-rated to the extend it makes us become this shallow people or high expectation people.. i mean some may still regain their consciousness on love; by their dignity.. but honestly not all really..

Everyone seems to be looking for that sort of feeling. that sort of love we all see and hear about. that sort of love they talk about....but honestly; how do you actually know its right in front of your eyes if you don't know what's the real thing?

or how did they know it was the real thing to begin with? and so.. we question our hearts...
we wondered and pondered. we asked and hoped to be answered. but was it enough to satisfy our curiosity? was it really the truth about it or was it what we really want to hear??

and so... this is my amongst my last lesson of 2008.

Love. don't find it. let it find you. when you stop dwelling; stop wondering; stop questioning; stop reliving the past; stop looking back; stop the expectations; stop being self-doubt; stop the negativity; then... when you ready (which your heart will just know it...)it will find you.

maybe love & time are partners of life after all.. so maybe if 2008 love for me wasn't that great; maybe 2009 ...anyway.. will see... cos
Love actually conquers it all... never stop believing. and that keeps us going. Close book 2008; happy 2009~