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As i laid down here on my couch.. day dreaming and chilling; i realise how blissfully happy i was with this time out which i finally has the chance to feel... feels good.. feels soo relaxed... yada yada yada...

my itenary of the day seems plain boring and simple. really. no heavy appointments. no 9-5 running arounds. no rushing here and there. and nothing else to think about besides relaxing. huhuuu how nice... hehe for the time being...


i am grateful with this inner peace. life's turning well on me. alhamd. im happy that things do come my way bit by bit.. and no i don't have any regrets at all. im content. im all right. im good.

Screw my past mistakes and judgments. screw all those cynical remarks that once want to bring me down. screw to those who just willing to step unto others as they walk in their lives. screw their opinions. screw whatever they think about me. cos in the end; its all about me.

its plain to see... its all about what i think; what i care and what i think its best for me and those i cared. i don't bother anything else or any too-smart-for-their-own good words from them. to me; its all been irrelevant. i know what's best for me. i know in the end of the day; i will take the fall or i will rise.

not gona b*tch about anyone here cos its so beneath me. im just gonna sit back and relax. enjoy my days while packing hehe and get as much as me time before my biggest life revelation change comes. gonna be one nice 2008 ending for me... a hectic one i suppose!!

hail 2009... its coming unto me in peace... and thank god i still have me...:)