Have you?

Its monday nite and its late. im all worn out from work but i find my heart is a lil bit chatty at this time....
cant help it; something got me thinking... someone got me pondering...

So i talked alot about heart-related issues.
i suppose who wouldnt? but not many dare to say anything? so i did by voicing my own side; whether can it be acceptable or not; i suppose its a freedom of speech in this www world... then again i might be babbling cos i just need to let it out..

Well.. feelings and emotional seems to get alot around here lately. sometimes i wish we can figure out those department easily.. like some others... but honestly; the more we indulge into them; the more it can get into our heads or worst; messing up what's already there...

Moral of story: dont ponder too much or let it get u.

haha.
maybe i did; that is why i end up typing this shit anyway... okay; lets go deep; here goes...

So... Have u guys had any emotional side of story that you wish you could just tell anyone?
Have any of you had a love story you wish you could get hold on to? or perhaps be heard rather than being mocked around? have you had any love screw ups wishing you had someone to share with despite how full the world is; but still no one would understand?

sigh. thats life in love. very spiralling and twisting. never know how or what can get to us. it just did. and if we keep go about around it; we can end up falling into the loophole as well. haih. now how can we live without this headache?

gee... maybe im among you guys who has an untold love story.
sometimes i wished there was this person i envisioned exist by my side loyally and always loving unconditionally. but reality is; fear and bondage keep mountaining a wall between us... every single time when i think there is one lil glim of chance; limitations would sneak behind the back door and draw us apart. (or push me to the edge / reality...)as again.

thats the truth of my untold love story. maybe nobody knows. maybe somebody knows. maybe he knows about it after all and playing the same games like i am. then again maybe im just kidding myself thinking of believing what is real and what isnt.

but the best part of crushing on someone afar; is sights of them is never ugly...
really! they're always this someone we looked up high upon... happy & nice.. wonderful... etc etc...
cos they always seem to be around and never fail to include us in their life... and them being who they are; me being who i am; we never fail to amaze ourselves how nice it feels to be around.
its cool.. and in a way its also full of craziness playing a game where you can never tell either you're losing or winning- cos u cant afford to find out either.

and so watching them from afar and knowing they're happy also makes us feel happy. its weird and although sometimes others would rather find out then being in the dark; but im sure everyone has a good reason why acting such. besides; if it has been mutual; im sure they would do something about it right??

i guess this is my untold love story. although this is among the many; i know this is one i can be happy to think off when my world collapse right under my nose. at least i know this untold version wont hurt me the way others could. in a very odd way...

im sure you guys have some version of your untold stories you might wana spill.. share with me if you think its inspiring....perhaps there is others out there who actually feel the way i do...
who knows?...

I suppose its late. its monday nite. and im working tomorrow...
so this is it; my very own version of my untold emotional story. cheers