Ola! huhu.. so in the mood for writing today... Apologies if some of you gets annoyed. but then again; ...this is my passion!
Anyways im suppose to be working now.. deadlines is catching up to me.. huhuuu.. but not in the mood lah... (err... sorry boss)
Just now i had a flashback of thoughts. Weird that i actually am thinking about some unresolved issues of the past which can actually affect the present. Who knew it would come back & bite us?
Yeah; they say the past should stay buried & all.. 6 foot down under and perhaps learned the lesson wisely and not repeat again. fullstop. Well.. im not gonna dig it; nor gona relived it. Its like opening pandora's box!
But im just gonna talk about how it affected me and transformed me into a different person, which i never thought i'd be...
I suppose we all have our ignorant days do we? The days we make decisions purely on 'nafsu' and emotions.. not accounting other people's feelings or thoughts, and there were the days we just plunge into the unknown without thinking afar or what it may had affected those around us. The best part is.. not knowing how those actions actually were reasons for them not to like us. Yeah. those days.
During my darkest times, i was naive and let's just say 'idiotic'. I was succumbing to peer pressure, other's expectations and learning to take life as much as i could. Yeah, it was madness! and of course it came with a price.
But learning to live with the price eventually hit me.
As life is one full of surprises some would say. One fine day, the brick just hit us. We realized, we wokeup and decided not to be who we used to be anymore. Weirdly, We changed.. As much as we tried to deny it or refuse to acknowledge it; truth is as painful it is; we initiated our own change for the better.
And so becos of our own changes, I used to think people as who they are, who they seem to be and who they see us as. Well... all true. But in between those truth, there's always a slight notion; that some people are who we like to think them to be." whether they're our friends, acquaintance, relatives or perhaps foes. Oddly did we actually determined who we want those around us to be?
Even in the most familiar territory we will feel there are strangers amongst us; something we ourselves cant quite comprehend dont we? Words of the heart, nobody seems to know, no one seems to realise that we were actually shaping our reality by the whispers of it. Yes dearies; the heart & mind do speak the same language at times.
But as i've said earlier;We are who we are and never be someone else. Life is just as it should be. Everybody has an agenda what they want to achieve in their lifetime. Everyone wants to do something. This is when acceptance comes in. We dont have to be the same cos' we are just not the same, brain wired differently, needs and wants different things. Just becos one person like apples; doesnt mean the whole gang has to love apples right? The sooner we accept others as they are,.. the happier we can be...
If we're lucky; we may find those with same goals; same agenda and same purpose in our lives. Who knows there're so much to explore in life. .. And if we're blessed; we have families and good support system for our backbone...Life's too short to just waste on petty things. Happy thursdays all!
** Disclaimer: Kindly note that all writings are generalized, based on purely opinions & thoughts which is not aimed to point at any specific individual or a specific story. Thank you.
Yeah; they say the past should stay buried & all.. 6 foot down under and perhaps learned the lesson wisely and not repeat again. fullstop. Well.. im not gonna dig it; nor gona relived it. Its like opening pandora's box!
But im just gonna talk about how it affected me and transformed me into a different person, which i never thought i'd be...
I suppose we all have our ignorant days do we? The days we make decisions purely on 'nafsu' and emotions.. not accounting other people's feelings or thoughts, and there were the days we just plunge into the unknown without thinking afar or what it may had affected those around us. The best part is.. not knowing how those actions actually were reasons for them not to like us. Yeah. those days.
During my darkest times, i was naive and let's just say 'idiotic'. I was succumbing to peer pressure, other's expectations and learning to take life as much as i could. Yeah, it was madness! and of course it came with a price.
But learning to live with the price eventually hit me.
As life is one full of surprises some would say. One fine day, the brick just hit us. We realized, we wokeup and decided not to be who we used to be anymore. Weirdly, We changed.. As much as we tried to deny it or refuse to acknowledge it; truth is as painful it is; we initiated our own change for the better.
And so becos of our own changes, I used to think people as who they are, who they seem to be and who they see us as. Well... all true. But in between those truth, there's always a slight notion; that some people are who we like to think them to be." whether they're our friends, acquaintance, relatives or perhaps foes. Oddly did we actually determined who we want those around us to be?
Even in the most familiar territory we will feel there are strangers amongst us; something we ourselves cant quite comprehend dont we? Words of the heart, nobody seems to know, no one seems to realise that we were actually shaping our reality by the whispers of it. Yes dearies; the heart & mind do speak the same language at times.
But as i've said earlier;We are who we are and never be someone else. Life is just as it should be. Everybody has an agenda what they want to achieve in their lifetime. Everyone wants to do something. This is when acceptance comes in. We dont have to be the same cos' we are just not the same, brain wired differently, needs and wants different things. Just becos one person like apples; doesnt mean the whole gang has to love apples right? The sooner we accept others as they are,.. the happier we can be...
If we're lucky; we may find those with same goals; same agenda and same purpose in our lives. Who knows there're so much to explore in life. .. And if we're blessed; we have families and good support system for our backbone...Life's too short to just waste on petty things. Happy thursdays all!
** Disclaimer: Kindly note that all writings are generalized, based on purely opinions & thoughts which is not aimed to point at any specific individual or a specific story. Thank you.
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