lately, i had so much inner work to be done.. from figuring life to fixing things and to make amends. Sometimes life has a funny way of working things around. Often when we learn to let go, take a breather .. then we realised what was it that tick us.. what was it that keep our desire burning and determined our own path. Gosh.. truth is people can say whatever they want to make us see what they see... like what they like and of course make us be what they perceived us to be.
Not many in this world who are purely supportive with our goal or dreams and 100% supporting us when things gets rough. Quite the few honestly. And in the end who do we face these misery? its us.. its our life.
Maybe cos i am brought up to seek my own path; which is why im fighting in between to be who i am, to be who they want me to be and to be the person i seek to be. Its a conflict position when there are so many factors accounted. Seriously.
I know where my true desire lies a long time ago. I knew where i stand and who i was groomed to be. Little did they know; the more i realize the more i fight back. and sadly we live in the world where materialism matters more than own success or own happiness. sighhh....
Maybe at times we thought we knew what we wanted, or perhaps trusted those people to know us. But for whats it worth if only we learned to trust our gut feelings... perhaps life would be much easier noi?
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