So sad... hehe nways im back at the office on Mondays after 3 months off.. and i hope this time i can make the most of my Mondays despite the blues creeping all over town... sighh
Im excited with this new year!! First; sorry for being MIA.. literally!! Been soooooo super bee busy doing so many things at one go. i forgot i was only human.. and forgetful hoho. So managing tasks was my number 1 priority. my lazydays were long gone (ok, not all) but i learnt alot the past few months.
It was fun catching a glimpse of how it feels to be a homebody. We get to sleep all day, waste time and watch tv like no tomorrow. Then i realised by doing so; one month passed and i am still at nothing!!
What about my projects?? yes.. the one we were all geared up??.. err err..
Let me tell you this; its quite common for one to be overwhelmed. I was! At one point i stayed in a rut not knowing what to do or where to go. I was stuck. like a quicksand drowning me only it kept me afloat at my eyes level.. enough to keep me awake and to keep on finding a solution..
I guess i was overwhelmed with so many things to do, emotions and of course tasks. i felt like a tower crumbled on top of me leaving me clueless and blur as ever. I didnt know what to do. i was as lost as puppy just that i wasnt cute as that.
But .. i guess it took me alot of courage to find my way out of the rut. If we keep on looking and looking, searching and searching.. asking and talking.. perhaps the answers will come somehow. It sure did. It came to me the moment i stopped making a big deal of a problem and tackle it one step at a time. It was only when i realize i was the problem, i was my own enemy; i stood up to myself and keep on moving..
Alhamdulillah i managed to find solution to my problem.. and the best part.. the project is moving!! woot woot!! Sometimes when we dissect our issues, we take them out chunk by chunk; then we can begin to find a way out. So, it was alot of will power to dig out of my own grave.. (that was my lesson back then)...
The awesome part 2013 is not so bad after all! when we begin to believe in ourselves; in our dreams..
Insyallah everything will be as it be.. as we want to be. Most important is to know what we want; and to keep on moving forward. keep on putting effort and never give up (even at the slightest smirk of others)
Err...that was me in November. By Dec 2012; we were back at full swing. Not only i found my way out; we found a new partner in crime; and new goals to achieve for this project. Moral of the story: One step at a time bebeh!
So for you SA fans.. yeah there is something BIG coming up this year!.. No we're not joking. we're not messing around. Insyallah..
P/s: Its only when we at roughest times, our mind expands our capabilities.
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