Stop for a second

 I think each of us are born special and unique with our own special ways. What i find strange to most of us is we have to live our life to figure out what was the special abilities we got. And sadly not many of us are born knowing what to do and who we wana be.

I suppose its normal when comes a certain stage in life; we will start our own self-questioning.. such as why are we here? are we happy with life? how satisfied are we with our recent achievements and what are our own personal developments?

Like any others i too have my own set of q's. at times i find myself noticing about others and mind -wandering if life was meant to be the way i wanted. then i come to grip with my own self-realization.

Point is not many of us knew or realize our own self worth. Some of us likes to hide who we really are under a pile of tasks, some keep running and running trying so that we dont get disappointed and some is jumping up high to reach the inevitable. hmm makes me wonder....is it really within us or is it the nature forces surrounding us?

Usually it takes a huge bomb to make us see the real picture. Only with tsunami experiences in our lives we get up and change. Well...most of us hate changes. Cos only when horrible things happen to us; we're obliged to redo ourselves and rethink about our lives.

But how many of us had that chance of realization? How many of us just stood there watching life passes us by? And how many of us have come to the grip of making something different for our own self achievement wall?

Maybe its the coffee talking. hihi. or maybe its the holiday mode in my head kept me wandering. for whatever it is; i learnt to need to figure myself out for my own happiness sake. After all; life is like a cycle. when we're done with one stage; we move to another.

I suppose if you suddenly stop to take a deep breath; pause life for that second and ask these yourself.. "am i doing it right?" ;"is this what i want?" and "am i happy?" 

then only when we know the answers , we can go on knowing what to do, what change to make and what's next on our life agenda. 

amin.