Jus when i thought...

Do u believe a positive mind has everything to do with things happening to us? would u believe that? why wouldn't you??

Jus when i thought i let the best of things get me and let it be; one of the best of things were presented to me. im esctatic... amazed... hehee :D.. and it made my day honestly....


You see i thought i was a victim of  a "ripped-off" society. well to put in words; there were a certain portion of money were owed to me including my final "green-bag" before my departure date.

Much to my surprise; when the time comes; i found my name wasn't included in the list and there were no indication i was gonna get what was promised! of course i was livid & pissed at first. it felt so injustice during those moments. but did i let myself being a doormat afterwards? nope. never when comes to my rights.

So i tried to bring justice for whats its worth. even try to seek ways if there are ways to claim what i was entitled for. My gut feelings whispers that there was no way im gona surrender just like that. i was determined & pissed to hunt them down. every step of the way. really.

But then somehow i cooled off. i told myself its no point being so much anger. its wasting energy actually. so i tried to rationalize my thoughts. i tried to think the best of things. And so underneath the gasp of disappointment; i keep repeating to myself "there must be hikmah..- blessings in disguise.." then slowly i realise maybe it wasnt meant for me. and i begun reasoning out all possible reasons why there was no allocation for me.

Hours passed, day turned over...Slowly; my anger resides then; my attitude changed. from angry i became "cool". from pissed i was merely "letting go". from being negative i joked saying maybe its not my rezeki & maybe im meant for someplace else.

i began to see the light of things. i was being positive & not making a big fuss of it. funny; the attitude worked. the letting go &; acceptance of the current circumstances also was  working well.

then i realise all these positive & the lightness of the issue made my heart feels easier; heads so much lighter and less holding grudges. (good for the heart too)

you see; i just dropped it all. just by letting go & believe its for the best; that was when things turned around.

Today i got  the shock of my life when i see my bank balance.  and not only i got what i entitled for.. i even got my wish .. hehe longer break ...

see? when we become positive; so was the rest of the world to us and everything that comes with it. out of the ordinary; even when we are positive; things we wanted somehow makes way to come to us. its weird.. but it can happened. only when we change our thoughts!

i know at times negative can be very infectious & easier to surrender to them;,.. but trust me; nothing good can come when u are negative & worst; u attract fear & become a magnet to all the negativities that you want to avoid.

so knowing that; we should all be careful of negative thoughts & learn to be positive. besides; no harm being positive when we can get what we want right?

p/s: be grateful too as when gratefulness is part of us; we become more earth bound & stay humble.