heart to heart~

1. What's one thing that's heavily weighing on your mind?
* things that i am learning to let go so that i can take baby steps for our future lives...hehe

2. What's one thing you've learned from a good friendship gone bad?
* draw a line and never in any circumstances; cross that line.
3. What's one thing you've learned lately from love?

• acceptance & letting go... its one tough lesson but u gotta have lots of faith...especially in yourself...
• true love is unconditional and nothing less.
• i think true unconditional love is about meeting each other in the middle...willingly....
• without compromise nor understanding real love cease to exist

4. Is there anyone special in your life at the moment?
* yes there is. and I'm grateful to Allah for he is in my life.
5. What's the happy time you've had in the past week?
* im such simple girl.. im happy spending time with my sweetie, cheeky and with my loved ones.
6. How far would you go for love?
* without realizing i came home to have found love in places & in someone i never expected i would.
7. Is there anything in your past that you'd like to try again?
* nope. im happy to leave the past behind. made me the way i am today. so no; the past belongs in the past. no tq.
8. Whats your favorite kind of weather?
* a lil bit coolness like spring / autumn..
9. Why is this?
* i love scenery views, the falling leaves, the gentle wind, the flowery fields, the ripping fruits, the smell of the ocean, sigh....
10. Who do you like to spend your nights with?
* no one else none other than him.
11. Are you an emotional person?
* maybe if they see the real me.
12. Can you cry in front of others easily?
* only to those im comfortable with. i dont think i can just open up to anybody.
13.Whats something that can always make you feel better?
* shopping splurges with no limits haha, playing with my cats, driving around to nowhere and maybe just a quiet walk near the beach / river would soothe my soul...
14. What does love make you feel like? and losing love?
* "Love inspires us to be this better person with them holding our hands as we take each step.."

...cos with love; there's hope and there's life... especially rainbows and happy ever after. i love the idea of love and the magic surrounding it.

and to lose love is to have thunderstorms on our skies; to have tornadoes taking away the rainbows and hopes... its painful and tiring and taking away so much of our energy....(when we can put into a good cause instead..) i guess love makes me feel like a huge colorful rainbow has cast over my world that everything in life is bearable if u have each other to go through it together...
15. Are you self conscience?
* yes in such sense i sure am
16. Do you think of others before yourself?
* sumtimes i do put my loved-ones needs b4 me...i guess we cant help it..
17. Where do you see yourself this time next year?
* insyallah with mostly surrounded rainbows & smiles.
18. Do you tend to make relationships complicated?
* haha i have the tendency to make them like that sometimes... i am trying to be free of those dramas.. so in a way i am doing my best to make them less complicated as possible. hehe
19. Do you think you'd be able to survive a whole year in jail?
* no way. im a good person and i know my rights i dont belong there.
20. Who do you feel the most comfortable around?
* my loved ones... they just accept me for being me.. no matter how ugly things can become i suppose they still love me for being me. haha
21. Is there something that your waiting for? someone perhaps??
* maybe... we humans plan, let fate intertwine and let Allah decide....
22. One thing your not looking forward to.....
* ermmmm none. for once i am looking forward to a brighter future; a happy ever after for all of us hehe
23.How do you feel about changes?
* changes are good. made me a better person and stronger than i ever thought i could be. made me realize my strengths and my capabilities and be more receptive towards the future than the yesteryears..

24. What season are you most looking forward to?
* maybe xmas time?? haha..
25. Any plans this summer?
* maybe melb for xmas? or family gatherings would be just superb. doesnt matter as long as we're all together...
26. What are your plans for you next birthday?
* haha.. its a huge change for me. lets see how it goes??
27. Do you think someone out there is in love with you?
* i sure do hope he does. hehe
28. How do you feel right this second?-
* loving it & cherishing it.. im happy. alhamd.
29. Do you want to have babies? when? With whom?
* why not? when the right time comes ok... and of course with..hehe :P
30.How do you feel about racism?
* its stupid and irrational to judge people by skin color. we are who we are from the within
31. What's your fave love quote?
* from Never Been Kissed the movie:-

" You know, that moment when you kiss someone and everything around you becomes hazy. And the only thing in focus is you and that person. And you realize that that person is the only person that you're supposed to kiss for the rest of your life. And for one moment you get this gift. And you want to laugh and you want to cry because you feel so lucky that you found it and so scared that it will go away all at the same time."

33. Do you think dreams come true?
* Insyallah... with Allah's blessing & believe.. anything can happen...

34. Do you plan your life? in the next 5 years?
* err i do plan generally where i would be or what i would do by then.. but i dont really plan year by year.. i kinda like the part of letting things happen naturally.. life can be quite good surprises sometimes hehe

35. Whats the most expensive clothes you ever buy?
* hmm i think my winter clothes?? all of them all together la if we calc...hahahha