Something

Lets just say something has awaken me inside. instead of feeling sorry and pity for myself; i decided to shove those lil heartaches away and still stand tall; head held high. I know this may sound weird to you; but its plainly sufficient just for me to live on my days being here...


Life's pretty merry go round if u really look close at it. when u look at the events happening in your life; the good part and the bad part has always been inevitable. its a metaphor really; what life would be without the good which makes us smile & laugh with loved ones.. and the bad times which would often remind us of how good those times were and teaching us to be grateful of those times.

As human; we all wants so many needs to be fulfilled and so many desire to be achieved. sometimes those needs and desire seems to clash one way of the other leading us to a bunch of crossroads and before we know it; cornering ourselves in choosing the best decision we think best as possible at that point of time.

Honestly; not all decisions we make were the best ones. some are just plain made from the heart or probably for the best of the heart...and some are chosen by the head; the mind; the brain; the coach of our body. and some made by people who has significant influence a.k.a effect on us.
do we regret them making them? No we don't.
we just live with it...learning... and knowing how to minimize the consequences in order to embrace the outcome in front of us.

so how do we make decisions that don't impact us the wrong way?? how do we know each of these reasoning's we make don't end up biting us in the ass? and if we do make the wrong moves; how do we undo? is it always been a lil step too far or is it just plain mind trick?

And i suppose we all are walking around into our life paths. if you actually close your eyes and see things through.... you may notice some of us seems so certain and walking towards it in confident and self-respect manner... and at some way, you can see some are just simply dragging their foot there...hoping the outcome is not some scary things taking their good thing away...
and then, there are also few of those who follow its path blind-foldedly with 'faith' as its compass... and funny that each time they seem to have found the right treasure; ...and also were many amongst us.. walking blindly with a Sargent on top of their heads directing each step of the way...

so where do we fit in? who do we represents? how do we know when will this circle ends?
will we ever see the end of the rainbow? will we ever touch the pot of gold?

well.. my point is; be wise in making your decisions. each step represents more than you ever know. for those who are clueless; seek advise and get help. doesn't mean you are coward and stupid to get one. we're all simply human and sometimes each one of us can't help being helpless. that's why we are here... we are all here to learn and help each other grow. together we make changes. together we stand tall. together we unite.

so life is always gona be ups and downs. its inevitable. and the sooner we accept we all go through a circle of these; the sooner we can move on and live life.~