Sometimes when we do/say stuff; we may not realised we have hurt some individuals or made an ugly impression out of them. Most times when we become ourselves; it is when some people find their opportunity to judge us and make a decision of us.
Life is like that. full of pretty things, pretense and ugliness. its up to us to decide who we want to keep in our lives; who we would want to butt out from and who we want to kick to the curb to. my point here it is up to us to see who we want to see. no bias no judgment.
Of course; there will be so many busybodies & interested parties who wana keep poking into our lives- so that we either always at par with them, or perhaps beneath them. To them they will always have the need to be superior than others, and to win. Plus its not surprise they are the ones who would love to see you fall; laugh & even tell the world about it. hah.
But i suppose life is always full of shit & roses. Nothings permanent. nothing stays. nothing is stable.
and of course there is always one thing we can count ON no matter how dark the days go by; and how terrible life comes. It is the Al-Mighty; our natural creator and ourselves- our Heart, our heart feeling.
If we believe we are pure in such way; wash ourselves from these terrible lies & other people's judgment. Live our lives, and be who we are without bias. and cut those ties away; then perhaps life wouldnt be so bad after all.
and dont forget the gut feelings. whenever the twinge of heart is telling you something. dont ignore it cos deep down we always knew and can see others through.
p/s; jus bcos its pretense doesnt mean i cant tell.
Hi guys. im back on blogging mode. heehee. nways thought i wana share & congratulate to Miss Universe 2011 from Angola, Leila Lopes.. Congrats gorgeous!
Her winning deal breaker was due to her last answer which was pretty much impresive to the panel judges & her fans.. During the final question, Leila was asked what she might change about her physical characteristics if she could, but she replied she was satisfied with who she was. “I consider myself a woman endowed with inner beauty,” she told the judges and the audience. “I have acquired many wonderful principles from my family, and I plan to follow those through the rest of my life.”
Apart from the lemang & rendang cooking (head chef - my MIL) and hubs; there were lots of pic snapping; fam potraits & raya-ing In Laws relatives place. it was a typical raya of visiting with a new version of food. (if back home - Johor serves ketupat only kot hehe)
