Hi loves..Its been awhile since i last blab here. Maybe its the morning sickness & tak laratness has put most things on hold. And perhaps cos its my 1st pregnancy and we were focusing on my late FIL..
So macam macam things has been going on that we just tak terexplain. A lot of things paused & pending giving me a new perspective. and also many things getting overdue which makes me wanna scream too. hehe
I suppose when the storm finally calms down you get to see the real truth beneath many things. And at some point it can either breaks you or makes you.
Perhaps knowing we are just plain human makes it more bearable and more enlightening. True, it makes us see things from a different light all together and makes us realize whats left to hold on to. Not everyone takes us for who we are nor anyone has the same thinking like us. Its quite a revelation and knowing what makes us sane.
Anyways back to my reality. Ive got a loong list of piling & overdue things to attend too. which some need me to figure things out cos its helpless without me. lol.
The past month it was quite a havoc around us cos my FIL passed away as he lost his battle to cancer (Al Fatihah to Ayah who left us on 12/9/13). We hope Ayah is in a good place now and we will always pray he is placed among st the religious people. Then last weekend we had another shocking news, a fam fren had passed away from a tragic accident too. (Al Fatihah)
True they say the living has to go on after everything. So we hope we are picking up the pieces now and trying to figure out so many things. One step at a time?
One thing i am looking fwd is HOLIDAY! (sooo need a break) hopefully with a lil getaway it clears out these feelings and regain my strategy to begin life again. And not forgetting to mention the baby shower planning & the baby too! hehe
Yes.. lots lots in my head.. small steps sue.. small steps :P
Xx
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