So anyways hows life been for u guys? heard some of u guys got hitched; some is preggers and few is getting hitched too... congrats u guys...
haha thats life. paused blogging & missed most things haha. (ni belum off FB or E-channel yet).
For me; life's been hectic too. apart of my room got banjir - my sis had a babyshower; open house ; hub's dad got sick with op coming soon and my baby sis leaving for US very very soon! Our every weekend is packed with outings & lists of things-to-do/go. So basically we had a non-step productive week from mon to sun and no rest ok. the rest we had was squeezing in between sleeping hours before 10am on sunday. sigh. i miss sleeping all day!
Besides all that; i let my head run around looking for opportunities & ideas most of my waking time. Yela since i decided to exit my other project the otherday (Proj PPA); my mind always boggles to find ways to make another. haha. sometimes i cant help it.
Anyways of course we always try to make new deals / new project, then we faced with new challenges pulak. Life's usual. nothing is calm without any setbacks to test our patience. Those were moments i feel like strangling someone or even yelling so much inside. But often i remind myself to keep calm & collected cos in the end of the day; patience is the key to everything.
So here i am ranting on a thursday afternoon wondering if i am ready to take the next step. You see, when comes to BIG MONEY... you actually sit back &; think twice. eh chop; think 5x. So here i am giving a deep thought about it.
Maybe to some individuals; they should be considered luckier & easier to make such decision cos they got BIG BACKUPS or EXPERIENCE BACKUPS (demmit lucky u guysss...) But for some of us; taking one step ahead is like walking into the cave darkness. torched with our bare eyes and perhaps a dim candle. So, before we plunge.. lets think first shall we?
Plus to invest in SOMETHING BIG, its gona take a another BIG COMMITMENT. and not easy to backout in event our problems & touchwood - failire..(nooooo) That is why a wisemen told me; "Sometimes when things get doubtful; u take a step back; doesnt mean neccesarily you give up or lost hope. Sometimes you just want to take a deep breath &; figure your next step."
So in time we realise what is our next strategy. chewah!...
In my case; learning to be self-sufficient &; independent is my utmost lesson. plus making the plunge is the other. maybe at times; we gotta lean back & get the wise advice. cos of course; they knew better.
and that doesnt mean they are Totally right or wrong either. Experience is made in each decision.
So in the end, experience is our gain anyway whether its sweet or bitter.
Again; when in doubt- go back to basic. go back to main objective.
So whenever i find myself wondering -- i take a deep breath &; let my mind figure what it wants/should do by itself.. (our minds are brilliant to figure + solve our own problems but tooo often... fear is always standing in the mid of the way...)
and....maybe a good beach holiday should be next. ok (note-to-self: ask for holiday from hubby tonite heehee)
P/s: Jus finished Re-touched up my site. Lawa tak? perfect with my mood these days. :)
