Maybe being engaged is not so bad after all... its a phase where we start getting to know each other's true colors.. and what we see is what we get.
they say be true to ourselves & to him as much as possible... to live honest then we can see our real chemistry... well i seriously hope so...
and im grateful we still have each other.. and despite all.. perhaps we tolerate with one another and we both know we need to put effort if we wana be together...
alhamdulillah i found someone who wants to spend time with me. i suppose the saying its not easy to:
- 1st find that special someone;
- 2nd to fall in love,
- 3rd; to wana mutually spend the rest of your lives.
im not being proud or riak here. im admitting its not easy although it looks easy. it looks simple.
ive been through this rough road before. After many many years of searching;...
... soul searching; love searching; self searching.. happiness searching.. the unsure phases.... the happy but incomplete moments, the laughing but empty feelings.. and morever i was at that stage of a very winding path....
in fact i got lost few times. i end up in many many deserts; storms and deep forests...and amazingly... i stayed & fought through tornados & hurricanes.
those battles... needless to say; ... a very well enduring one.. we call em'
" the wars of the hearts"
and after one heartbreak from another heartbreak...; this time... Allah is kind to me. alhamdullillah. and so he put me crossing path HA's ironically.. I suppose we both didnt see this coming... knowing we were both from different directions put in once place at that one particular moment.. funny kann how things got to now... cos things always happened when u least expected it...
and..after all these years, i have always wondered how people find their special someone & yet be safe & deeply in love with em' till all time..
Anways alhamdulillah and i so ever grateful to Allah..
....cant wait for new beginnings in 2010.. insyallah sume will be ok...
P/s: and dreams do come true. gotta believe." just believe". Happy New Year 2010!
Loves loves.
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