Saturday, November 24, 2007

cool



Sometimes you do all u can to preserve something very important to you.. but sadly.. not many appreciate your doings and keep on misunderstanding you for all those things that you really meant well....


And despite all the honesty; not many handle em' or can actually live life being truthful...

Moreover its further disappointing when you suddenly realize people are just not it seems to be.. that they just can't handle the truth or believed they are being misled about the truth... and perhaps that when we get so close.. somehow we get to see the realness compared to fake-ness that we were entrusted them with all these times...

honestly i am truth believer. i hates lies and deceits but somehow they seem to can't get away from me and my life. its so drama drama and so over-rated. and sometimes i wish i knew the truth sooner before the hurt starting to get to me...
not only when we finally see the truth; it emerged and hurt us... the worst is, it creep up to us so suddenly and make us like a stranger and feel awkward soon after...
so i suppose life's not always happy ever after... and always filled with ongoing dramas that keep testing your patience.. its good though. teach us to be wiser and more patience with others. and perhaps good at teaching us in handling the truths of life... wow drama!

And so drama gets you at times. it hurts back at you. it makes you feel twisted and makes you awkward. but who cares? life's just out of the ordinary anyway. so why worry in the endless never-ending drama? what makes all this commotion but us??

I guess maybe i am disappointed with the way some things are. Yeah at times i wished i could change the way things are and make it all better for all. but hey; i just wanna be me and live life.. so why keep on this misunderstanding?? why cant we all co-exist peacefully without hurting or drama-ing one another??

Maybe i am a lil bit angry that the truth is slowly getting to me. im cool tho'..
i know i will move on from all this nonsense... i know its gonna take time... but i will...
well i guess life is just the way it is- with these dramas- and its just gonna be the way it is... for as long as we allow it to be...

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